across the ocean sailing

I HAS A STICKY. Updated 01/09/09.

NOTE: A long time ago, I deleted the fic "Delusion". No, it is not coming back anytime soon. Please do not redistribute it, share it, or repost it if you saved it to your harddrives. Thanks.

( The Fics What I Have Writ. )

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AAAAAHHHHHH PANIC.

OH MY GOD BIG BANG IS DUE TODAY AND I HAVE TO COME UP WITH A SUMMARY AND WRITE MAYBE A FEW MORE SCENES AND AAAAAHHHHH!!!

OH MY GOD I DON'T KNOW WHAT NAME TO PICK ON DREAMWIDTH. EVERYTHING I WANT IS FREE AND I'M SO BAD AT MAKING DECISIONS AND AAAAAHHHH!!! DO I PICK MEMPHIS OR MEMPHIS86 OR JUST MEM AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I WANT ONE YET AND AAAAAHHHHH!!!!

OH MY GOD WHO IS DRIVING? OH MY GOD BEAR IS DRIVING.

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So what's new with you?

Stolen from smidgy06

Today has been declared lurker amnesty day! Have you read me but never commented? Do you surf by occasionally? Here for the fic? random babbling? Say hello! You are under no obligation to ever comment or delurk again, but here's a chance to do so in a post just for that.

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWW!! I plan to be so very drunk for you. :D :D :D

The Happy Mem[e], Day 8:

• Green tea and fruit and other things that are healing my sore throat.


• A surfeit of Scrubs and the sheer awesomeness that is Chris Turk dancing to Poison by Bel Biv Devoe. Never trust a big butt and a smile.


• 16k of Big Bang. I am going to keep affirming this to myself until it breaks on through to the other side.


• Another boss-free morning! :D


• The way the influx of utter crap into my work inbox slows down with the waning of the semester. Ahhhhhhh.


• Mein flist, in case I don't say it enough. And it's a nice thing to say.


• Sandal weather FINALLY. My toes are v. appreciative that they do not have too much squishy right now. (I have long, prehensile toes, it's freaking weird).


• Just keep writing, just keep writing, just keep writing, just keep writing...

The Happy Mem[e], Day 6:

• TEA!


• BATMAN! [Naanaanaanaanaanaanaaaaaa]


• My threadless Gay Pride tee.


• Legs not hurting as much anymore!


• Nature programs! I watched one on the South African sardine run this morning. Basically if it weren't for Dolphins being smart and AWESOME, Sharks would be too stupid to feed themselves. They would just snap their jaws at schools of fish and come up empty-mouthed every time.


• Walked around last night in my massaging insoles. Ugh, it felt so good!


• Dark was the Night next weekend! Possibly with twinstar! Awesome!! :D

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Let's get this outta the way. Yesterday was rough, my leg pain was unbearable and I'm home today recuperating. I will be FINE though. Please feel free to distract me with shiiiiiiiiny things today on IM. I'm memfishy on EVERYTHING :D

The Happy Mem[e], Day 4:

• Staying home today and doing NOTHING but writing and catching up on my ANTM


• Jared, Jensen and Misha. They make my heart go beep.

The Happy Mem[e], Day 3:

• Saw 17 Again last night with ignited & loony_moony & regala_electra and there was loooooooooooolz and oh Zefron. I appreciate what you do but I cannot bring myself to find you that hot because you look like you are still in High School [Musical] and I didn't like high school boys when I was in high school so yeah, not happening. You're funny though, and I have since discovered that you're Jewish and that makes me happy that a teen heartthrob out there is mi gente, yanno?


• Black & White Milkshakes: because I'm a Libra, damn it!


• Via obsessed1: Why Aren't People Commenting on My Post/Story/Whatever? by thefourthvine. I LOLED. :D

That's it for now because I'm kind of grumbly this morning since I'm sore from bashing my arms into various pieces of furniture and my leg is extra-twitchy right now. I have actually twitched it to the point that it really HURTS and yet I cannot STOP. Stupid twitchy self. :(

SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW TONIGHT. I WILL BE THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS DRUNK.

I feel like I've gone from rather spammy spamminess to not posting as much thanks to Twitter. Which feels better because I am RIDICULOUSLY paranoid that I spam LJ with useless crap. I want to feel like when I post, it's because I have something to say. When I Twitter (or Tweet or whatever) it's because I have a random thought that y'all don't have to pay attention to but I feel strongly enouh about that I want it out in the world, that for the sake of which.

The loverly karmicunderpath tagged me for Ye Olde Happye Meme–e. I failed at this before, but let's give it another shot!

The rules:

1. Post about something that made you happy today.
2. Repeat for eight days.
3. Tag eight howevermany people to do the same. Plus whomever wants to play too.

I have developed a new system to get me to 20k in Big Bang before May 1st; 450 words per day for 11 days (giving me the ~10k I lack). Last night was the first day and I more than DOUBLED my quota, renewing my confidence that I can get this done, and renewing a little bit of my writerly joy that I've been feeling a distinct lack of lately. My roommate is helping out by witholding Farscape from me until my homework nightly wordcount is done.

I think I will give a more substantial list tomorrow, but I need some breakfast and my Strawberry yogurt is calling to meeeee...

Tagging: regala_electra, elrina753, drvsilla, gray_light, loony_moony, benitle, & dark_reaction because I know she won't do it and I need some stability in my life. :D

I love rejeneration a LOT. That's all.

let’s go back to start, Sam/Dean, NC-17, 991 words.
Dean dreams of the future

It's short and sweet and from Season 1 and there's PORN PORN PORN and Jen is awesome and I kinda like her (SHHH, DON'T TELL, IT'S A SEEECRET).

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I am being told by my roommate to make mention of my reaction the episode of Farscape watched last night, because it will amuse a certain robot. So I am doing just that.

( Farscape 2.09: Out of Their Minds )

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Big Bang writing party this weekend? Anyone?

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